xvanityisover--rated

So, as Im sure almost all of you have seen, I cut. Its almost like a cry for help, I guess. Ive gotten better about it, (or at least hiding it) since anyone noticed. Im going to counselling and I meet with my family doctor once I month. My whole life, I was told one of my mothers exes was my father. Until my twelfth  birthday (three years ago in march). Then I met my father. Well, sperm donor, really. Hes a druggie, an alcoholic, abusive, an ex convict, and I hate him more than you can imagine.. He knocked up my mother once at the age of 18, she had to drop out of highschool. He comes back six years later, knocks her up. By accident.

So Ive been going to school, almost all the time! Im very proud of myself. Ive started to get friends, and I will be trying to update more. I still get depressed of course. But thats a different story. I love you guys. :)

My loves, Ive been inactive for a while. Ive dyed my hair, Im getting another peircing, and Im in highschool now! I havent changed much from what I think, except my vanity has risen. Which in my case, is a good thing. I used to deny myself things, but I know that Im good enough for everything now. And I love you all and have missed you. I just had some soul searching to do. :) Thanks, everlasting love from me, Chelsea.